When i write this i can't sleep.. I think of you and...
I feel that i need you not only for a week but every day.
I always dreamed about the future how it would be, how would i see myself standing in it?
The key to the past reached me and i closed some doors.. Some doors are still open and i just need to explore those area's a second time. Only then i can close those doors.

I feel sometimes that things that annoy you you don't say it or you make the known movement with you shoulders.. Why i need to walk away from you confused about not knowing when i said or did something that was wrong... We never talk that much, we only make love and live a bit beside eachotter, it sometimes feels like that...

And why i'm not talking that much? Because i don't want to hurt you when i say things that let you feel bad.. I just don't dare to tell things that easy.. But i still need you so much..